Emotions

by Throw Away

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1.
Lousy 02:05
Wake up everyday feeling lousy Finding it harder and harder to get drowsy something must be wrong something must be wrong with me despondent and disconnected the feelings of the rejected something must be wrong something must be wrong with me pinch me and wake me out of this cause its ruining my relationships all the things i loved to do i quit cause it got too easy to forget live my life through a tv cause they make it look so easy something must be wrong something must be wrong with me wake up everyday feeling lousy finding it harder and harder to get drowsy something must be wrong something must be wrong with me pinch me and wake me out of this cause its ruining my relationships all the things i loved to do i quit cause it got too easy to forget it got too easy to forget
2.
Courage 03:10
Go ahead and pull my feet so i can no longer be afraid of whats under me i’ll be honest i havent made my peace and maybe if i had i wouldnt wanna leave and i promise to wave on my way down i’ve lost the love for me that i have not lost for you so please give me the courage to jump oh please give me the courage to jump oh please give me the courage to jump oh please give me the courage to jump cause i cant fight anymore ive had money and ive been a bum ive had parents and ive lost one ive done everything that i wanted to do ive done everything that i wanted to do what experience is life? without feeling raise the roof cause ive hit my joy ceiling and i promise to wave on my way down ive lost the love for me that i have not lost for you so please give me the courage to jump oh please give me the courage to jump oh please give me the courage to jump oh please give me the courage to jump cause i cant fight anymore no i cant fight anymore no i cant fight anymore
3.
Hard Truths 03:03
Said i wanted to play honest music as if that were a goal for me i think i just wanted to be famous hard truths are hard to swallow but i cant skip my dose of reality and thats exactly what ive been doing for the last 6 years i didnt think my songs ever meant anything ive been ignored by all of my peers and silence is one of my greatest fears ive been ignored by all of my peers and silence is one of my greatest fears i dont have any money and the future’s got me worried but im still looking for something and i cannot quit this journey im a man with spirit a spirit with an aversion for risk but i gotta start living and if i have to fight i’ll start wrapping up my fists what is it about me? i always need someone else around what is it about me? i cant lift my self up off the ground for the last 6 years i didnt think my songs ever meant anything ive been ignored by all of my peers and silence is one of my greatest fears ive been ignored by all of my peers and silence is one of my greatest fears said i wanted to play honest music as if that were a goal for me i think i just wanted to be famous hard truths are hard to swallow but i cant skip my dose of reality
4.
In Your Head 02:45
You’re not used to being caught with your pants down thats so embarrassing but especially for you you pushed away everyone that was around you said your reason was you were just working on you i think you’re a social poison that lures all the boys in and makes them think they’ll never find better than you and now i am thinkin why you ever let me go so soon and you have forgotten me but all i could think of was you yeah im in your head im in your head just like you were in mine i hope you know how it feels to think about someone that doesnt have the time to talk to you when you hear this song i hope you like it too when you hear this song i hope you like it too im an asshole for telling you things that i dont like and then you say to me this is how ive been my whole life you can find someone new by the time that the sun sets i only know this cause you never let me forget find someone new by the time that the sun sets i only know this cause you never let me forget you always wanted a song about you and now i am thinkin why you ever let me go so soon and you have forgotten me but all i could think of was you yeah im in your head im in your head just like you were in mine i hope you know how it feels to think about someone that doesnt have the time to talk to you when you hear this song i hope you like it too when you hear this song i hope you like it too
5.
Without Them 03:33
Arms twisted in two directions in ways they both dont bend and to make matters worse those two directions both led to dead ends im embarrassed for making such a scene dramatic situations dont mean that i have to be we exchanged forgiveness and i guess that helps but now i owe an apology to myself if what i knew now was what i knew then i’d be better off without them if what i knew now was what i knew then i’d be better off without them let myself fall behind in everything i like i thought you were worth it and made myself worthless but now im still paying the price as much as i would love to blame you as much as i would love to shame you im embarrassed for making such a scene dramatic situations dont mean i have to be we exchanged forgiveness and i guess that helps but now i owe an apology to myself if what i knew now was what i knew then i’d be better off without them if what i knew now was what i knew then i’d be better off without them
6.
Last Breath 02:27
Her heart was always sinking and her body badly bruised but you could lay your head on her good side she was always singing tryna get everyone to me if she loved you you could do no wrong in her eyes it didnt matter as long as you’re okay she’ll give you her last breath to keep you safe a warm climate full of people that will look you straight in the eyes and they’ll hug you like they’ve known you for years the air is filled with water and there’s too many trees but this is where she built her new family she got herself sick and she couldnt work or walk but she’ll still make your dreams a reality its unlikely i’ll ever be someone like her but even though im not i’d still like to be it didnt matter as long as you’re okay she’ll give you her last breath to keep you safe it didnt matter as long as you’re okay she’ll give you her last breath to keep you safe
7.
Put myself out for all to see and im kinda embarrassed you saw that version of me i had teeth fall out i was in full surrender you caught me during my biggest bender and i drank so much i can feel my stomach bleed and thats all because i thought that the future didnt like me and i feel so lucky that you still tried to get to know me and i feel so lucky that you still tried to get to know me showed you just how strong i could be and ive never been closer to being happy and now i dont drink instead i cry and im working on plans for a better life you saw something in me and now im im gonna keep looking till i see what you see and i feel so lucky that you still tried to get to know me and i feel so lucky that you still tried to get to know me that you still tried to get to know me that you still tried to get to know me that you still tried to get to know me that you still tried to get to know me
8.
Infinite 02:14
Look forward dont look back i know i shouldnt covet the past its just these thoughts they dont sit well with me i keep on breaking the spell i put on all of my screens i need a distraction i need it quit cause the walls are closing and their so thick i cant help it you know i miss when i was 19 and the world seemed so infinite it seemed so infinite it seemed so infinite to me i was here there and everywhere with no plans or money i played guitar to shred till my fingers bled and for the first time no one ran from me all i wanted was a finn hat with the songs to match and my boys there to sing with me i thought i’d see the end eventually but not without a warning i need a distraction i need it quit cause the walls are closing and their so thick i cant help it you know i miss when i was 19 and the world seemed so infinite it seemed so infinite it seemed so infinite to me it seemed so infinite it seemed so infinite it seemed so infinite to me

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released May 10, 2021

Erick Anderson: Guitar,Vocals, and bass on “Without Them”
Sterling Snow: Bass
Eric Sobel: Drums

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Nolan Perry

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